8.6.13

SHIT to the SHIT

Yes,
 I'm a weak little girl
who will never learn moral value from the same thing,
cry for the little same thing.
I promised myself dont cry for anyone, anything, 
but i cant control myself, useless brain cant even stop myself from thinking those shit. 

I do rather hate u, i don wanna to fall for u, 
bcuz it's hurt, it hurt too much.
I can't withstand it anymore,
I'm not that kind of strong girl as u thought,

Inside of me, full of scars, tears, sadness which will never recover.
dont try to touch my scars again and again.
dont make my brain full of doubt,
dont ever let my heart fall for u again.
u donnoe how hard i had paid to move on on u.

Dont give me hope,
I dont hope that much on u,
because i knew end up,
I'm the one who hurt the most with silence cry.
Dying everyday with brokenhearted. 

please cheer me up, someone, plss... 
im drowning.

sincerely, 
me :')